I am over it............................  I am tired of the hurt that is deep cutting and never ending.  On my best days it is still a dull throbbing ache that never stops.................. on my worst days, it grips me in an agonizing torment of of pain.  I do not know what is so wrong with me that no one wants me.  Why can I not have one whom I adore and who adores me?  I am willing to work through difficulties and differences but all of them just reject me........................over and over and over....................  I am tired and I am tired of hurting...........I can no longer see the point.  I don't even care what the point is, I just want it end...............